Go Away, Don't Come Round Here No More
Why do I care soo much?!
I mean, I realize that not all guys give 110% to their relationships but why do I sometimes feel like he's not giving more than he has to? I mean, it feels like I'm the one always calling and making the plans, and all he can say to them is Sure. I mean, is that guy speak for "I'd love to" or is he just going along with what I want?
Maybe I'm wanting too much. Is it so bad to want a boyfriend that wants to be with me? Shit, I only see him about twice a week. I miss him, and I want to respect his "not see eachother each day" but sometimes I feel like 2 or 3 times a week isn't enough. I know, I know, I should talk to him but I hate confrontation.
He makes me the happiest girl in the world when I'm with him but when he's not around, it's like lonely.
Ugh, maybe I'm just crazy. I mean, he tells me he loves me and when he holds me in his arms, he holds my heart in the palm of his hands. I'm so afraid to get hurt so I try to bottle up the stuff that bugs me.
The only things that bug me:
He doesn't really call me all that much *but he is good at calling me back
He almost always says "Sure" to plans * but when I tell him only if he wants to, he says "of course"
I don't know, am I being crazy or am I being a concerned girlfriend.
Feedback greatly appreciated, especially from the opposite sex.